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Newsletter, Issue 15, March 2005
What is the energy of March 2005
March 2005 is associated with the energy of the number 10. This month reveals the direct results from the efforts of the previous months. The closure process and contemplation in February has opened the doors now to let in new opportunities. This is a month to harvest the fruits which have been planted before. It is very simple: what you haven given will now be given to you - the ripe fruits are falling down on material level as well as on all other levels. The wheel of fortune equals the wheel of destiny, whereby "luck" and "winning" on a deeper level are referring to your skill to take your destiny in your own hands. You are "lucky" when you can accept all different kinds of truths and find in the middle of uncertainty your own truth. You are a "winner" when you can appreciate all different kinds of opinions, suggestions, and inputs and make up your own mind. Listen to what is said or what is shown to you with gratitude, but think and decide on your own. Follow Spirit without hesitation, follow external recommendations only when they are in alignment with your intuition.
Are you ready to receive? It is a common known saying: giving is better than receiving. But this short sentence of wisdom reveals only half of the truth, because giving starts the process of receiving. And in order to make this month truly a success, you also have to be ready and willing to receive! There is nothing wrong with receiving, there is nothing wrong with taking what is offered! You ask for $10 and someone hands over to you $15. What do you do? You insist of giving back what is paid too much? You would like to take it but you also feel it could make you look greedy? Are you judging the situation from only your own point of view? If you are merely a giver who refuses to receive, you should consider this: If you feel unworthy to receive, all your giving will not make you worthy either. No matter what reason you might have for not being able to receive or to take what is offered, it shows the universe only you being unappreciative of its gifts. The abundance has to come from somewhere and it has to be delivered by someone or something! If a dear friend or family member is the carrier for those gifts, embrace it - with appreciation and gratitude. If a total stranger is the carrier for those gifts, embrace it - with appreciation and gratitude. Your actions are your responsibility - please allow others to take responsibility for their actions! If someone offers you a gift, don't disregard her or his decision, don't question the reason, don't judge their financial or material situation, and trust that they know what they are doing! If you refuse to take more than "you" believe you should receive, you punish the situation twice: firstly you loose the gift, which is sad, and secondly, you deprive the giver of the great feeling to have done a good deed, or to learn a lesson, which is even more sad! Now, let's try this again:
Spirit's Jokes with me: Spirit's jokes with me lately have been such filigree, so subtle, fine and underlying, that I thought it is impossible to describe it without boring you out of your mind, but one incident fits perfectly to the last month's theme: "to complete and finish any kind of past task or business". In July 2004 I was contacted with the request for a web design. In August 2004 has been a meeting, face to face, to discuss the details and conditions, and in September 2004 this connection had fallen into a deep sleep. Last month I read over and over again the little book "It Works!" and followed the instructions to the letter. It is a very simple procedure, yet it takes quite some discipline to follow up with it. One part of the procedure is to set my goals; and one goal was to get the web design order, which has started 7 months ago. One single cell in the very back of my brain said "This ain't gonna work. This is just delusional, a cute try though", but soon this cell got overruled by all the other brain cells, which were highly motivated to succeed. I was in a detached mode, yet focused. I didn't allow myself to become all emotional, but determined and softly in love with the idea to make this happen. Two days later, unbelievable (?), the email arrived with the request to start the web design. " Yes. Yes. Yes." I jumped off my office chair and did the monkey dance - with love, and appreciation, and gratitude - raising my arms to the sky, knowing this is not coincidence, but co-created incidence! After the heat of the moment I sat down again and was wondering, why I couldn't have this order 7 month ago? What did I do wrong the first time? And what did I do different this time? Well, this time not only I felt "worthy" to receive it, but also determined of "wanting and deserve" this order. Seven month ago I was too "relaxed" thinking "If I get the order, fine, if I don't get the order, fine too" - BIG mistake, with great lesson. Thoughts are energy. All energy forms are interwoven with each other building the entire net of energy called reality. So, what have I done seven month ago? I have sent the very lame energy of disinterest into this net, and the company, which was asking for a web design, has received this energy - one way or the other! Not they have procrastinated this project but I did! By the way, 3 out of 4 initial goals have been accomplished so far... Guess, I have to do this lesson over and over again, until I finally integrate my knowledge fully into my reality. Whenever I put my mind, focus, and attention to something, it works just fine - provided, that I follow up with discipline! Once I become lazy again and allow my mind to wander around like a wild dog, things go undesired detours. I can't wait for the day to come where I actually can apply everything I already know at every given moment...:-)
A Poem The Light
©Andrew Pell 02/06/2005
Much Love and Light in Oneness, There is no "truth hammered in stone". |
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