 January
2004 from the view of Tarot and Numerology
In this year you need to built up the ability to work well with persons on a one-to-one basis, as well to work with people in groups.
Spirit's jokes with me: "Splinter in my eye"
Do-it-yourself healing powers vs. asking for help...:-)
The biggest laughs I have had in my life are aimed at myself. So, too, this month.
I was cutting my bangs, very artistically, and, I felt, very unprofessionally. Here a little bit more and there a little bit more, until my face was covered with all these hair tips. Of course, so as a hundred times before, I got some hair tips in my eyes. I shook my head, wiped my eyes, and thought: Everything is fine now.
Creativity
Creativity is the capacity to create, the act of creating - with other words: to be the creator. Well, I am not talking about The Creator, but I talk about you as creator in your own world and of your own world. This is for most people a very exciting thought process to discover, but it also has some seemingly scary aspects: as you do understand and accept the concept of being the creator of your own world, you have taken the responsibility for everything you do, everything that happens to you and everything else you create either for yourself or others.
Spirit's jokes with me: "There it is again"
Things and situations appear over and over again, until we have mastered the lesson behind... sometimes it's a tv which comes back.
I was a big time television watcher. And although, in Germany at that time, we had only 3 channels, it was an invisible "law" to watch the last pictures out of this machine. Later, in the last five or six years of my tv-watcher-carrier, we had some private channels, which were running around the clock, gee, can you imagine...:-)
When I came home, the first thing I did was to switch on this machine. It was running either in the background or directly for my entertainment until I went to bed. The next morning it was the first thing again to switch on before I even started my coffee machine.
Letting Go
To finish or to complete a task sometimes can be as simple as "letting go" of something. Yet as simple as it sounds, it is probably one of the more complicated tasks of all. HOW do I let go what doesn't serve any longer? How do I let go a relationship which I have grown out of? How do I let go patterns and behaviors which I know are not appropriate any longer? Or as practical as: how do I stop smoking?
Spirit's jokes with me:
Sometimes Spirit takes its fun with us so far, that we are enabled to explain to somebody the very thing we need to acknowledge ourselves....
At first, I started this mailing with a completely different theme. But the first paragraph, as long as it took, didn't want to make sense to myself, so I deleted half of the words, and added others. And I deleted and I added..... and it was just not good enough what I had in my mind, until I surrendered, thinking "ok, fine, then I just let it go... and maybe there will be no newsletter this month..". Gee, and there it was: letting go.
Thank you Spirit!
What does Luck mean
"Luck" is widely understood as a randomly, coincidental event. Are "lucky" events REALLY existing?
Spirit's jokes with me: I am a "lucky mushroom"
Whenever I use "coincidence" I really mean co-(created)-incidence! In my reality this word can never again mean what Webster's tries to tell me... therefore I changed the grammar for my own convenience into: co-Incidence.
For the longest time in my life, I declared myself as a "lucky mushroom", and I heard it since I was a child when my mom told me "you are lucky, you are born on a very special day". So special, that for the next 300+ years I will not have birthday again on Good Friday. Gee, how lucky is THAT??
Beginning and completion
Beginning and completion. Yin and Yang. Birth and death. From a higher perspective: all the same; every sequence of what we call life is just a part of the whole. On that illusionary timeline from birth to death we undergo certain changes in physical appearance, but in the end it is nothing but energy, reorganizing itself in every single second to shape this appearance.
Spirit's jokes with me: "The stolen check"
Sometimes Spirit's loving hints can be as clear as never arriving or stolen checks...
As far as I can overlook my own life, this last month I haven't screwed anything, so I have to dig in the vast screw-box of my past...:-)
I was walking on the beach of Patalavaka on the island Gran Canaria. With every step my feet took, I blessed Mother Earth, I sent love to the few off-season visitors and enjoyed every once in a while the tears of bliss running down my face. As a matter of fact, I was not walking I felt like levitating over the ground, which I have blessed the day before and many other days before.
Spirit's jokes with me: "Brain to Angela - Angela to brain"
Manifestation in these days is almost instantly, and even though I am completely aware about this phenomenon, it still paints a big smile and childlike astonishment into my face, whenever it occurs to me.
I was in the supermarket, wanting to buy just this one little thing, and while I grabbed it, my brain was signalizing : "ooh, what about the long line in front of the cash register - are you willing to stand in line for this one item?"
Guess what, every single one of the 5 cash register alleys had a line as long as from here to Tokyo.....! |
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July
Fear
If you don't fear "death" -- what can happen to you...? First of all, "fear" is an abbreviation for: False Evidence Appears Real... (well, I made that up...:-)
Spirit's jokes with me: "Homesick for dying?"
Sometimes I try to fool myself by thinking "I must be a walk-in", looking at myself now and 25 years ago. The difference is so huge, that it is almost impossible to believe that I really grew up to this point. But indeed I did walk along this long path, step by step, experience after experience. I am not a walk-in but a walking-on...:-)
And in another 25 years later I will think the same, but I sure have to give credit to what I have achieved while I am in the Now.
August
Paradox
The acceptance of paradoxons can trigger most wonderful eye opening thoughts.
Paradox is definitely one of my most favorite words. People have called me paradox, contradictory, controversial, inconsistent -- and every time I took it as a compliment! I can't help it but loving these attitudes, because they are so much more "real" than the so much desired attitudes consistency and steadiness. Nothing stays the same, life is movement, movement is change.
Spirit's jokes with me: "What do we need a contract for?"
Let's face it: if this world would be how I think it could be (and I never will give up my visions!) then nobody would need a contract. But fact is that our so-called civilized society works the way it works because we are conditioned to fear. Fear to loose, fear to be betrayed, fear to be hurt, fear to be used, fear to be treated unfair - this fear goes so far, that lovers sign marriage contracts guided and ruled through the government.
If you can't say something positive...
One of the spiritual laws says:
If you can’t say something positive, don’t say anything at all.
This is probably the most disregarded spiritual law of all, because it would apply throughout the entire day and it takes some serious self-control and discipline to obey it.
Sometimes the very first thought of the day is already tinted negatively, and it can easily set the mood for the rest of the day:
Spirit's jokes with me: "Dog Drama"
Here I will share with you some of my own "bedeviled" thoughts and sentences which I better shouldn't have said. Oh boy...
Since almost a year I have my very own "dog drama", and the scenario is:
I live in an area where every house has at least 2 dogs. Some have more though! And every single morning, from the time these people get up until they leave their houses, the dogs are allowed to run through the backyards.
There is nothing like experience
One can only believe what one has experienced or thought possible. How can you expect to believe something you have not experienced! We read books about healers and psychics, people who channel, and other assorted “miracles” that have occurred but they haven’t happened to us. One reaction is to discount these things as impossible, misunderstood, God’s work, unexplained, or that they are just a scam to make one rich or famous.
How angels look like
It was one of those financial bottleneck times, and I decided to leave Colorado and my friends to make money as a show painter in LA. From my last resources I bought the tax license, prepared my easel, organized the right paper and found a supplier for my very special chalk.
I used the first days not only to enjoy myself on the beach but to check out the situation at Venice Beach and to learn how to put myself out there as an artist. Which was an ugly procedure from my point of view.
Miracles are Happening!
Glorious, life-transforming things are happening individually and collectively in the lives of all Humanity. This is occurring in spite of the challenges and the adversity we see taking place around the world in our nightly news reports. In order to grasp the bigger picture and to understand the magnitude of what is happening to all of us, we must remember that we are multifaceted, multidimensional Beings.
Spirit's jokes with me: "ego issues"
"Arrogance and self-effacement are signals that low self-esteem is being experienced" - and I know that sentence is true, because I have lived these attitudes myself.
In the age around 18 I believed that I know it all. I had figured out the universe, the world, the people and all the bogus around me. I was attacking and judging whatever crossed my way and happened not to be in alignment with my own opinions.
Accompanying Thoughts
The majority of people feel helpless when it comes to changing their lives or making a significant difference in the world. Everyone wants things to get better, but most people truly don't believe they can effectively assist in the process.
Well, fortunately, nothing could be further from the Truth.
Spirit's jokes with me: "Why do I write this newsletter?"
"Dear God.
It is now one year that I am publishing this newsletter, and I think I can't do it any longer because I doubt that I can fill this paper one more time. Everything is said already, many times, from many good writers and speakers, with many different words, at all kind of different occasions.. and my English skills are doubtable too..."
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