Newsletter, Issue 6, June 2004

1. What is the energy of June 2004
2. The Way you look at things
3. Something to smile
4. A Poem

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What is the energy of June 2004

June 2004 is associated with the energy of the number 12.
It is the number of a fully finished cycle like the 12 months of a year, the 12 hours of the day and of the night, the 12 astrological signs and so on. In the Tarot it is represented by the card of "The Hanged Man", the principle of Surrender, and Breaking old Patterns.
It it also called a master number, or the "meeting with the master".

From the Kabballa we learn, that 12 is the product of 3 and 4, representing the connection between Spirit and Matter. 12 is God's power of creation expressed and manifested in space and time.

An earthly cycle (or a special bond between Spirit and Matter) has finished, and it is time to turn things up-side down, in order to gain a new perspective and overcome old limits. Only a fool acts over and over again in the same manner expecting different results. This month's energy invites us to "turn around", "look from the other end", or to "turn it up-side down", offering the opportunity by doing so to break old patterns and make a distinct difference. Many things aren't what they look like.

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The way you look at things

To say it with Wayne W. Dyer:

"Change the way you look at things,
and the things you look at will change."

Sounds too simple? It is. It is so unbelievable simple, there "ain't no more to say"...:-)

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Something to smile

Spirit's jokes with me.

Manifestation in these days is almost instantly, and even though I am completely aware about this phenomenon, it still paints a big smile and childlike astonishment into my face, whenever it occurs to me.

I was in the supermarket, wanting to buy just this one little thing, and while I grabbed it, my brain was signalizing : "ooh, what about the long line in front of the cash register - are you willing to stand in line for this one item?"
Guess what, every single one of the 5 cash register alleys had a line as long as from here to Tokyo.....!

I decided, to change my mind set, because THIS is just not going to work. By the time I reached the first line, I have said already many times to my brain "Thanks for your unsolicited input, but be quite now, or at least be positive. Every cart in this line has just a very few items and the cashier is extremely fast today! And so it is!" And my brain was on its way "Yah, but...". "No BUT. Hush. Everything is just perfect the way it is. And even IF I have to wait, then it has a reason, and I will be patient with joy and use the time to send Love and Light to everyone in front of me."

Well, the truth is, I didn't need patience, because I stumbled into a wonderful chat with the women behind me. Time went by without noticing, filled with laughter and a great deal of information exchange - I almost wished the line could have been a little bit longer...:-)

You may laugh about my communication "brain to Angela - Angela to brain", but this is one of the recipes in my cook book of personal reality creation.

So as everyone else, I have been born with an almost empty brain, which over time has been filled by my surrounding. This brain is an amazing storage place, consciously and subconsciously. It sees, hears, smells, feels and makes notes and memories of all what happens around. It learns all by itself, remembers "ouch" and "wow" situations and makes its own conclusions. Yet the most impressive quality is, it puts us on automatic: once a certain thing is learned and saved, we can repeat it over and over again even without thinking. Like driving a car with stick: once we have learned how to put the gears in, the brain takes over, and we can drive it without ever thinking again about the gears, it's automatic now...:-)

This very great quality of our brains will turn into an undesired effect, when we repeat things over and over again, which haven't gone yet through the conscious filter of decision and re-evaluation.

brain to Angela: "Yuck! don't eat that!"
Angela to brain: "Why NOT?"
brain to Angela: "It's spinach - you don't like spinach!"
Angela to brain: "WHY?"
brain to Angela: "Because, this is how I have saved this piece of information. When you were a little child, your grandmother has made the most bitter spinach on the planet and forced you to eat it. - You don't want to eat it ever again!"
Angela to brain: "Hmmm, it might be that this spinach is not bitter at all, so I will try it"
brain to Angela: "ARRGH!"
Angela to brain: "Thanks for sharing, but hush now!"
Angela again to brain: "Wow, that was good. Brain, please change your memory as of today: Spinach IS good! Spinach IS good! Spinach IS good!"

They say, every pattern can be re-programmed within 21 days. - I have modified this saying for my own purposes and I say: if you repeat at least 3 times the desired thought immediately right after an undesired thought popped up, you can change the pattern much faster...:-)

Angela to brain: "Stupid guy on the left highway lane drives WAY to slow!"
brain to Angela: "YEAH!"
Angela to brain: "Oops... no no no... correction: Great guy! Must have a reason! Maybe old, maybe handicapped, maybe looking just for orientation. Who knows, but I don't want to judge!"
brain to Angela: "But he's slow... be angry now, be angry now, it always made you so energetically angry....hehe"
Angela to brain: "Thanks for sharing, but you hush now, because this is the past. Yes, it has made me angry, when things didn't go as fast as I wanted them to go. But I have decided to live the positive aspects of life. I like driving 45, I like driving 45, I like driving 45...."

And sure enough, I saw on the middle green belt the cutest prairie dogs waving at me.
No kidding, it looked like as if they were waving at me, saluting and congratulating me for my wise decision...
I never would have seen this cute huge animal family if I would speeding by with my usual 100 mph... and once more I experienced one of those many moments in my life, where heavenly bliss has watered my eyes.

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Love and Light in Oneness,
Angela

There is no "truth hammered in stone".
The only truth you can rely on is the truth in your own heart.